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I have nothing left to live for I'm always sad,,,i have social anxiety issues, i have no friends at least any that notice me or care about me, ive been sad all my life, all i can remember is crying as a child without knowing why...I'm moved away from my best friend who doesn't even care about me anymore since i have moved....my parents are always working along with my older siblings....I dont feel like doing anything i feel numb like idc about anyone...ive been bullyed...ive been heart broken,,,ive been moved to another country...my dad always calls me names.....i feel worthless like no one would care if i died, and I'm sick of living...I'm sick of every new problem that comes up....I'm sick of living...i have no one to talk to that would care....if i did they'd just say its that teenager phase in my life ive had this going on for 3 years AND I'M SICK OF IT, im sick of trying in school....im sick of trying to make friends, im sick of dealing with family issues, im sick of being hurt. I know i dont have it as bad as other ppl but it still hurts really badly. I know i dont have it as bad as other ppl but it still hurts really badly.